<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><font face="楷体_GB2312" size="2">(二)</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font face="楷体_GB2312"><font size="2"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"> </span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">飞,是我心底最缱绻的深情,最温柔的痛。</span></font></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font face="楷体_GB2312"><font size="2"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"> </span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">我们两家是世交,他比我大</span><span lang="EN-US">3</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">天,因为他有哥哥,我有姐姐,父母们曾开玩笑要把我们相互交换。即使没有换成,我们也象兄妹一样地长大。注视着对方从小不点儿,长成亭亭玉立,玉树临风。</span></font></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font face="楷体_GB2312"><font size="2"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"> </span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">初中三年,我们有两年是同桌。飞清秀英俊,率真豪气,是我们年级里最帅的少年。可是因为桀骜不驯,淘气霸道,老师们对他有点头痛。尤其是他不太喜欢的课。初三那年,有位物理老师,有点迂腐木讷,上课教条沉闷。习惯于把一些物理原理的证明过程,像背书一样地重复。他重好几遍,然后找同学起来复述。每次叫飞的时候,飞总装着不会。当我起立复述时,他就掀课桌,找书本,故意弄出声响。或者拽我的衣角,低声嘟囔</span><span lang="EN-US">:</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">“行了,好了!”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">每当这时</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">,我只好红着脸,快快地说完。</span></font></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font face="楷体_GB2312"><font size="2"><span lang="EN-US"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">飞的父亲是海员</span><span lang="EN-US">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">经常出国</span><span lang="EN-US">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">每次探家总带些新奇的礼物</span><span lang="EN-US">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">因为这个</span><span lang="EN-US">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">他在同学中也特别受欢迎。</span></font></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font face="楷体_GB2312"><font size="2"><span lang="EN-US"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">在小时候,只心安理得地把飞当成哥哥,视若亲人。当渐渐长大,当在他的身边也经常有漂亮的女同学出现,当我感觉到我们之间的疏离,(因为从十几岁开始,我们就不太好意思经常在一起了)。我的心里开始有难言的震颤和浅浅的酸。</span></font></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font face="楷体_GB2312"><font size="2"><span lang="EN-US"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">我好静,课间常独坐窗前,望向窗外,看梧桐树下,飞在众星捧月般的簇拥下,兴高采烈地演讲;操场上,无论有多少人,无论在玩什么,他奔跑跳跃的身影总在我的视线;甚至在课堂上,他为一道题蹙眉,为一次提问无言,我的心都会为他牵动。</span></font></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font face="楷体_GB2312"><font size="2"><span lang="EN-US"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">多年后,飞戏谑当时的我,虽然学习好,但是总是怯生生,缺言少语,整个一可怜依依的小小女孩。其实他也能够知道,就是这个和他一起长大的小小女孩,沉静懦弱的外表下面蕴藏着水样的柔情和月华般的思念。</span></font></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font face="楷体_GB2312"><font size="2"><span lang="EN-US"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">那时的我,喜欢读书,看到“爱”和“喜欢”这样的字眼儿,就双颊发热,但是却在心里偷偷地想象“执子之手,与之偕老”的情深意重。</span></font></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font face="楷体_GB2312"><font size="2"><span lang="EN-US"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">当他在男孩子堆里做他的将军梦的时候,我正沉迷在“离愁渐远渐无穷,迢迢不断春如水”里,正为“君住长江头,我住长江尾”柔肠百转,为“红酥手,黄滕酒”惊叹惋惜,为“渐霜风凄惨,关河冷落,残照当楼”忧愁不解</span><span lang="EN-US">……</span></font></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font face="楷体_GB2312"><font size="2"><span lang="EN-US"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">飞的形象从那时起就雀跃在秦焑汉尘,唐风宋雨里,常常会不自觉的把自己和飞想象成诗词歌赋里的有情男女,想象着我们会幸福如意地约会在陆游、唐婉的忧伤的沈园。现在想来,也许是冥冥中的安排,今生今世只能让飞在我的思绪里浮扬飘舞。</span></font></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"></span><font face="楷体_GB2312"><font size="2"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"> 永生难忘的是那次春游,中学的最后一次集体活动。车小人多,有些同学需要站着。回来的路上,我没有座位,沉默地挤在车厢最后的角落。这种拉练似的游山玩水,简直让我身心俱疲,我没有他们的那种兴奋和激动,只想赶快回家,赶紧躺在舒服的床上休息。我本来就瘦弱单薄,车在山路上颠簸,摇晃。只好双手紧紧抓住头上的扶栏。路上</span><span lang="EN-US">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">紫色的梧桐花已经开放</span><span lang="EN-US">,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">飘来甜丝丝的香味。</span></font></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font face="楷体_GB2312"><font size="2"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"> </span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">走了一会,看见飞穿过同学们走近我。我没有任何防备地感觉到他抓住了横栏上我的手,握在了他的身边,那么用力,仿佛要把我全身的重量都掌握在他的手里。我不知其他同学是否看到,脑子里空白一片,心跳得厉害,似乎要蹦出胸膛,我的脸一定很红,我的样子一定很难堪,很窘迫。我吃惊地望着他,想用力抽出,可是他不容我有什么举动,</span> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">只是笑吟吟地看着,微微翘起的嘴角、专注的神情有不容置疑地坚决。我感觉自己身处在一个巨大的热力场中,而辐射源来自飞的手,飞的眼睛,飞的笑</span><span lang="EN-US">……</span></font></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font face="楷体_GB2312"><font size="2"><span lang="EN-US"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">我很想质问他要干什么,却居然一句话也说不出来。后来,听见他轻轻说:“纤,你那样会很累,一会胳膊就酸了,靠着我,好一些。”</span></font></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font face="楷体_GB2312"><font size="2"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"> </span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">我沉醉在这个声音里了。颠簸离去,疲惫离去,我是这温煦春风里一片缀在枝头的绿叶,依附在坚实的树干上,自由飘摇</span><span lang="EN-US">……</span></font></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font face="楷体_GB2312"><font size="2"><span lang="EN-US"> </span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">那一刻,我仿佛看见了那颗埋在地下沉睡千年的莲子,冒出新芽,颤颤地羞涩地伸展</span><span lang="EN-US">…… </span></font></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font face="楷体_GB2312"><font size="2"><span lang="EN-US"> </span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">那一刻,从此凝固在我的记忆,永久地痛在我的心里</span><span lang="EN-US">……</span></font></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21.75pt;"><span lang="EN-US"><font face="楷体_GB2312" size="2"> (待续)</font></span></p>
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